I do things to hurt people just so I can see their reaction.
I have a tickling fetish.
I used to do a lot of really kinky shit to myself when I was younger, like tie myself up and jerk off.
I’ve tried to kill myself.
I’ve tried to kill my gandmother.
I’ve been arrested for assaulting my mother on 3 occations.
I feel that as I’ve grown older, I am much more wise and mature, however, these issues still bother me, and it is affecting my relationship with my girlfriend. She loves me so much, but I don’t know if I’m the right guy for her.
I hate a lot of minorities, but I also hate Christian zealots.
I fantasize about girls who aren’t my girlfriend when we’re fooling around.