i’m sucha goodie 2-shoes w/ no friends and ok grades… i j8ust can’t stop thinking about this 35 year old cokehead guitarist…. i’ve never felt like this before. He’s beautiful, and I’m scared that I’ll give everything up; my school, family, sanity; to move to california and stalk him. i might run away tonight and get on a bus and find out where he lives
what am i going to do?