i can’t stop eating. i lie to my boyfriend all the time about what i’ve eaten and don’t tell him when i eat bad stuff. then i don’t eat for ages to try and make sure i don’t gain weight. today i ate half a chicken breast, a chocolate donut, half a block of chocolate, a laksa, a bag of lollies and i’m still goin to eat dinner.
it’s been so long since i had a normal relationship with food. i don’t even remember what that’s like any more.
