Confessions

I wish my dream could come true and that we would live happily ever after.

but I know that if it did come true I would be fucking miserable.

I need someone who loves me back.

They’ll never love me in the way I want them to.
It hurts.

My dad hates me.

It’s not my fault we broke up. A mutual friend told me. I feel better, in a way. I know it’s not me, at least. All you, and your insecurities and identity crisis. You’re not complete without a guy, any guy, around to distract you for a while. Four months? Please. The quicker a fire is kindled, the sooner it dies out. I really, REALLY feel sorry for the guy if you two actually make it to the altar.

The divorce is gonna be hell.

I feel like I cheated because me and him were flirting. I’m sorry..

You are just a mirage that I long to reach;
Always in the distance and unobtainable.

I just lost at a video game and I’m really emotionally distraught over it. It wasn’t even a ranked match, and it was a custom game just for fun, but I had the game won. It took a lot of maneuvering and strategy, but I had the game in the palm of my hands, and I made one little mistake that cost me everything. I can’t believe it’s actually getting to me.

I like you Justin.

I mistrust women so much, I can’t be in a relationship with a woman I’m attracted to. If her leaving me would hurt, I subconsciously run her away first. I don’t trust women, and that makes me untrustworthy. I am so scared of women abandoning me, that I abandon them.

I can’t connect emotionally because of my fear of abandonment. It’s more like a certainty of abandonment. I can’t be real. I’m scared all the time. I overthink everything.

Consequently, I routinely have brief, painful, sex excursions that are extremely unsatisfying with women that I am barely attracted to. I do this once or twice a year, and only when I’m really horny.

I want to stop hurting women, and I want to be able to love a woman, but I don’t know how.

Reading all these confessions of women’s infidelity on here just makes it more certain that women can’t be trusted.

I’m 20 years old and in my second year at college. I got involved in some drugs and now I sit and watch helplessly as everything I’ve build up thus far crumble and my life be torn into shambles. Learn from my mistakes.

I lied… I’ve never ever cut myself. I just told everyone I did so that they would maybe understand that I’m in pain.

i want you _____. yup.

I found one of your old confessions. I’ve changed, haven’t I? I dislike myself so much right now. I don’t want to be this person. Why can’t I be back to the person I was back then? Ugh.

I’m 22 years old and lonely. Never had a girlfriend, never kissed a girl, nothing. It’s fucking with my head. I’m that nice guy that gets along with everybody yet gets fucked over every single time when actually going for more than just friends. Why me?

I love you. Id scream it from the rooftops if you were here 🙂

if you tried to contact me, i would talk to you. i’m not proud of it, but i can’t resist you, even if you only pretended to be the man i fell for.

I have already given up

Is it so hard to tell me that you love me? 🙁

the only real reason why i wish my headphones still worked is because i can’t watch porn without them. i need to masturbate really badly

Sometimes I feel like a failed science experiment. Like Frankenstein’s Monster or a two-headed goat. Something that does not belong anywhere on this earth, and has nothing. Something that is doomed to a miserable existence until the day of its death.