Confessions

I love you.

I love the idea of being so friendly with someone that you could just fuck them. I am not gay and have never been attracted to men, in fact I find men repulsive. I do think that the idea of two friends boning is nice though, maybe because I’ve been to friends’ houses before but not really any girls’ houses. It’s funny because I think to myself, oh I guess I’m gay, but then I go to school and am just drawn to women only, don’t think of men in that light at all.

It’s all about realism with me and it would be easier for me to have sex with someone gay than some girl I like. But the problem is that the gay kids, along with the straight boys, are fucking terrible looking. I don’t find myself attracted to them at all, in any way.

So that means I’m gonna keep being a virgin, I guess, considering that no girls will go out with me in my school. And sticking things in the asshole is painful. Just like choking on things is bad.

Hey JM! It’s been a couple of years but I want to thank you for giving me a show. You were helping me with a case I was working on when you caught me staring at those luscious boobs. Instead of getting offended or calling me a pervert, you gave me a little smile and leaned forward a little more. I knew that was as far as you were willing to go and that was fine by me, you little tease! I wish you were still here because there’s nothing but old hags here now.

I hear the phrase “I wish you would die” at least 10 times a day in my house.

I get turned on by jerks. The idea of being told by a smug asshole “You’re not good enough to touch me”, then fucked stupid makes me feel funny inside.

Otherwise, I’m well balanced and happy. :^)

My fiance and I recently moved near a high school. Everyday around the same time, the the mornings and afternoons, there are teenagers walking past my patio.

Because I have a voyeur fetish, I like to wear slightly provocative clothing when I am on the patio. I fantasize about calling out to one of those teenage boys or even teenage girls—or both—who come by, probably the goth/emo ones, and proposition them. I would love to fuck one of these high-school kids when they’re supposed to be in class, then smoke a blunt afterward—rolled by them. I don’t want to know their name but I want them to bring a friend next time, I’ll supply the booze. I would want to teach them how to please me, but I would also want to be surprised by one who really knew what he was doing. And I would love to fuck one of the girls with a strap-on.

Just thinking about that makes me wet. I’m 24.

I wish I didn’t live so close to this school or have so much time on my hands.

I’m going to go finger myself.

I tried to kill myself when I was seven.

No matter how good my life is, that will always haunt me.

That stupid video of the UCLA girl ranting on Asians is annoying only because all my friends are crying over racism. I’m Chinese and agreed with everything she said except the ‘ching chong’ racist part. But if I said anything, all my friends would stop playing Warcraft and outcast me because of it

All the recent natural disasters in the last decade and 2012 is coming- is there a God- everyone has some theory or belief. I don’t know whether God exists or not I was raised athiest and I have studied the arguments on both sides and clearly the question has no conclusive answer. I reject faith, I will not decide what to believe on the basis of what appeals to me the most. If I don’t know I will admit that I don’t know. I reject Christianity, Judaism and Islam, they are dogmatic and often contrary to science. Even if God existed it wouldn’t prove that Theism has any validity, one could be a Deist at most. I support Science and Reason.

I’m an up and coming young fashion designer in New York City, on the verge of serious success, but all I can think about is blowing my brains out. Or hanging myself like McQueen. Why won’t anybody ask me what’s wrong?

I have a boyfriend in a federal prison. I just had my first visit with him last weekend. Things went really well we got to spend almost the whole day together. People say im crazy for sticking around as long as i have. My family keeps telling me how i deserve way better, but i just cant seem to walk away. I miss him like crazy and no one really seems to understand, all i ever get is judged.

Its doubtful ill see her again she was the first girl to kiss me.

Part of me thinks that the Japan incident could be some form of energy or other life or whatever else quelling Japan’s technological advances. Technology can be good, but also devastating to the earth.

Im never giving up.

You ended everything 1 1/2 years ago. It took me a long time to accept what you did but I have. I’ll never forget it.

I don’t like my husband and am only still married to him for the health care benefits.

Everything is terrible. Including you, you know what you did.

How do you sleep at night?

I was the weird kid.

I opened a line of credit so I could buy a set of solid state hard drives for my laptop. I can’t afford to pay it back, it has a high interest rate, and my wife would throw a fit if she found out, as in she might not ever trust me with money again. We are broke and barely making it but the only thing that makes me happy is feeding my technological obsessions.

My husband is so selfish he would lie about taking a shit if it would benefit him in some way.