Confessions

When am I going to realize that life’s too short to waste it being with someone who I can’t stand to look at.

gtf outa my head……its those big gorgeous eyes, and that crazy ass smile.

I wanna bang someone I hate, It would be some angry fucking rough sex, I think she’d punch me while I choke her. We work at the same office, she doesn’t have a boyfriend and I’m not seeing anyone at the moment. I think we might make it happen. Fuck her! Quite literally too ;]

I fucking love Mormons. Holy shit.

i am hurting so much

I cried to a song tonite too thinking of someone.

I kind of wish my friend would drift away and stop talking to me. I don’t hate them or anything, but we’re not in each other’s league, our lives, intellects and personalities are vastly different and I wonder if they just pity me or something. We have nothing in common, but they still talk to me all the time; it’s uncomfortable, like there’s an “elephant in the room”, so to speak.

We haven’t talked for maybe more than an hour within the last month. I can’t help but start to feel that this is never going to change, even though you say that it’s going to.

I’m that friend that finds the cool stuff that you tell your friends about.
It’s strange to watch it spread outside my couple circles of friends to the wider world.
I’m not sure how I feel about this.

I’m a drug addict.

Not heroin or the “bad” stuff off the street. I abuse my legally prescribed medication. And I lie about it. Life just doesn’t hold the same joie de vivre without my pills. And I don’t care. Yeah, my heart hurts sometimes from the stimulants…But it helps me get shit done.

8 more days until my Klonopin refill. And counting.

The feelings I have for you are one of the most beautiful things I ever felt.

Also, I can´t believe I cried to that song. Love is a funny thing.

Please forgive me god for my thoughts of impurity. I allow myself to slip and see things I know are very wrong. I hate myself for it. I pray I’m not as evil as I feel. Today I will not allow this mistake again. I’m sorry humanity.

my ex hates my guts. He really does hate me.
Truth is if i had an hour to live, i’d spend it with him.

Me, 8 months ago: http://grouphug.us/confessions/999908194

In the end, trusted myself, turned my life right-side up and got the girl. And kissing her freckles is better than I ever imagined.

Follow your heart.

I sometimes hate myself for being such a pussy.

We’ve only met a few times. You started talking me in labs because I helped you pick up stuff you dropped on the floor. We saw each other again today and I was so happy to see you. Especially when you said I crack you up after talking about Matrix guy.

I hope you don’t mind being the highlight of my day.

I will NEVER allow myself to become emotionally attached to a man again.

I have finally really given up. I let go of the hope I hold in my heart for him.

I really wanted to give you a hug today, but never got the chance.
Just know that I’m always wishing for the best for you.

I have not masturbated in 8 days. Five more weeks to go.

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