Right now, the college of my dreams is so close. I was admitted! Now I just have to wait for my financial aid package. I’m sure I’ll be fine with that.
I hope I truly love it when I visit because I want the next four years to be the best. I want to get awesome vibes from the campus and people. 🙂
Dream school, I really hope you are my dream school!
I clogged the shower drain with canola oil, I had read that bathing in it is good for your skin. I’m sorry that I lied about not doing it, and then made you find a way to fix it :*(
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I know what youre going through.
MY confession:
Friday night I decide to do something nice and be the designated driver. My friend wanted me to drive her car since I was doing them a favor, to not waste my gas. We get to the party, its at a bar/club. I put my purse in the trunk so its not visible, and another girl puts her wallet in there. At the end of the night we go outside and 5 cars in a row were broken into. In my friends car nothing was stolen, her camera was sitting there in the front seat. Then we look in the trunk, everything was stolen.
In my purse I had credit cards, SOCIAL SECURITY CARD, (stupid to have that with me i know, im already kicking myself in the ass, i brought it to a job interview earlier that day) my cna license, checks, everything. My apartment keys, my keyless remote key, everything
Now i get to pay 60 dollars or more for new apartment keys, switching the locks,
320 to get a new car key
and who knows how much to get my cpr cards, cna license, university id card and a lot of other things that cant be replaced.
What hurts the most is that my brother just yells at me. Its like i already feel like crap, first time getting my things stolen like that.
I regret being a dumbass and putting it in the trunk, i should have held onto it. Im trying to look at the positives. I didn’t get hurt, and its material objects.
But my brother as the older over protective person says its all my fault and im a dumbass for going out and partying, though I was the dd and didnt party at all.
Thanks for making me feel more shitty than ever
i messed around with my cousin
i cheated on you more than once… the first time was with my ex, whom i kissed several times. the second was that time you ditched me on st patricks day and i messed around with my friend bc i was angry. the month that you ignored me i even started dating someone else. the next st. pattys day i made out with a random guy at a club. i went off and on online dating sites, i went on a date with one of the guys. sent some dirty photos. now you and i haven’t seen each other for over a month and you won’t give me any closure, and i’ve kissed two different guys and been having a crazy sexting type relationship with someone i shouldnt. and the truth is, you deserve it. because of how you always treated me. every time you didnt answer your phone, every name you called me, every time you said i was an idiot, a bitch, a slut, a moron. every time you yelled at me. the time you pushed me back and i fell over the couch. you’re an asshole. i hate you. i’m just addicted to you in a sick way. i’ve wished bad things upon you. i hope you get what you deserve. it isn’t me.
i have feelings for my professor. i have been spent the last several months flirting and vying for his attention. finally i worked up the nerve to move from sending one-too-many emails to texting him. he was professional at first but texted me back when he was drunk. he said all kinds of dirty, sexy things to me. i ate it up. the next day he wanted to meet up in person and he apologized and retracted, saying what he had done was a mistake. it didn’t stop me from kissing him in his office after that, and he kissed me right back, along with slapping me on the ass. i keep hoping that he will text me again. he is all wrong for me: we have different religious beliefs, different lifestyles, he even has a gf with whom he has an “open” relationship (something which he has apparently practiced for quite a while). i wish he loved me and was different. i know this sounds desperate. i know it’s all a fantasy. but my heart is sad and i can’t deny the truth that over the course of a year i have fallen in love with him. but he doesn’t want me.
im so horny all the time! i need a mate badly!
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When are you going to vacate my mind? There is a special place in my heart in which you will always have a home. If only I could physically remove you from my mind and tuck you into that special warm place in my heart….
i feel like crap, just broke up with my mistress of about 5 months. don’t want this anymore, i want to ask god to forgive me for my sins and live the life i need to live. not some lie.
I’m tired of trying..
I always come here when I dont know what to do. I am tired of not feeling right all the time. Im sorry for what I did. I know you got so upset. I really know. But when you get upset I feel it to. Its like you just hate me so much. What can i do? I got you a present. Ive said sorry. If you dont love me , why are you saying you do? Please, just stop. Tell me if you dont.
I feel so crappy, because you hate me i think and wont say it.
You went off with everyone else, got emotionally attached to them and pushed me away completely and its helped screw my head up. All my beliefs, broken. And you dont even want to listen, you just say im to blame and youve done nothing wrong.
I know ive done wrong. Im sorry. Why cant you say sorry too? I was so alone and needed someone when you got hurt and looked to others to heal you and shut me out. I didnt do that to you. I just got confused from it all and im sorry. I cant live with this anymore. Im so unhappy about it i really am 🙁
I always come here when I dont know what to do. I am tired of not feeling right all the time. Im sorry for what I did. I know you got so upset. I really know. But when you get upset I feel it to. Its like you just hate me so much. What can i do? I got you a present. Ive said sorry. If you dont love me , why are you saying you do? Please, just stop. Tell me if you dont.
I feel so crappy, because you hate me i think and wont say it.
You went off with everyone else, got emotionally attached to them and pushed me away completely and its helped screw my head up. All my beliefs, broken. And you dont even want to listen, you just say im to blame and youve done nothing wrong.
I know ive done wrong. Im sorry. Why cant you say sorry too? I was so alone and needed someone when you got hurt and looked to others to heal you and shut me out. I didnt do that to you. I just got confused from it all and im sorry. I cant live with this anymore. Im so unhappy about it i really am 🙁
Thanks for letting me down. You can get in line with the rest of them.
hes the only one i want to talk to the only one i could ever talk to about everything, nobody else, never did. he wasnt just my friend i have good friends, he was my best friend. never thought he was anything less and i never will.
I get what I want when I want. That doesn’t mean I can keep it.
i’m just tired of it all…..what’s around the corner??
when I wake up the feeling I get anymore is blah and it continues throughout my every day. I have nothing to look forward to anymore. The dream is gone.
She might be dying this time. I feel bad for craving a life free from recovery periods after surgeries, free from being a caretaker, free from wondering if she’ll live to hit forty. I can’t imagine life without her, but life watching her suffer is killing us both.
I have been off drugs and alcohol for eight days this time. I’ve been clean for a year before. I’m scared to death of changing. I don’t want to use again, but I also don’t want to do the work to recover because I am afraid of someone finding out how awful I am. If I go down the wrong road again I will lose EVERYTHING dear to me. Please God help and forgive me!
I really wish you always wanted to talk to me