Confessions

I am so lonely today. I feel like I am in a state of crisis and I don’t know what I want to do with myself. I lose interest in career choices after two or three years. I feel so sad.

I wish I was a better person

I love my boyfriend very, very much but I feel like he has been getting high behind my back for awhile now… and he’s away from home so I can’t see him to see more warning signs but a few are there. We were dealing fine with the distance but now I feel like the relationship is going south, I don’t think he feels the same though. Everything was good until I started suspecting he lied to me.

Now I met some guy online and he’s beautiful and lovely and I’m ridiculously attracted to him. I’ve been blowing off my boyfriend to talk to him. Ughhh WHAT IS MY PROBLEM?! Why can’t I ever just be happy with what I have? I feel that the new guy is probably just a lust thing, I’m just really attracted to him. But I don’t even know anymore.

FML.

When I was a ——– I had class with the most beautiful girl in the whole school. She was a ——– too. When I first seen her I didn’t think much about but when the teacher moved our seats and she happened to be next to mine I started to get to know her. Turns out that she and I have the same conflicts in life. I loved coming to class everyday because of her. Everyday I spent talking to her I could feel that we were becoming closer and closer, I could tell by the way her eyes would get when I looked into them and how her voice changed when we talked. But before I could ask her to go out with me classes had already been switched. I seen her in the hall a couple of times. But one day I seen her walking with some flowers in the halls and I was wondering if someone had already asked her out, It was bunk seeing that. From that point on I couldn’t help but not want her. But as time passed on, I moved away and never got a chance to really see how she felt for me.

You know you have an eating disorder when you have a panic attack regarding the caloric backlash of eating a Tic Tac.

I used to be tired of life, too. I was literally at rock bottom a year and a half ago.

You know what happened? Things got better than they were. Simple as that. My parents and I made amends, for example.

I’m still at a fairly low point, but it’s better than it was. All I can say is that no matter how bad you think things could get, they could always be worse. And once you’re in the bottom of the valley, there’s some way you gotta get back up the mountain. You can get through this, no matter what. I promise, things will start to look up.

My husband cheated on me with my sister. Her marriage is in counseling and mine is ending.

I’m tired of living this life. The mix of circumstances, terrible luck and my personality just seem to point to exit sign. I really don’t want to be here anymore.

I tried but I can’t cheat on my husband.

I wish I had appreciated my beauty more.

If he would apologize, it would everything okay. It shouldn’t matter if I get one or not but it does to me.

to the one with a hollow point smile…

idle hands. devils work.

i dont know what this worse, the fact that i want too, or just the fact that im too insecure to find out.

sucks to be me.

Awe and unanswered questions in reading as its been awhile. Reads the same it repeats and mocks me every time. Identical. It wasnt its usually not and the presumptions swing fatal blows I cant see. Ive probably died a thousand deaths. I would never and I never will but who really cares. Nobody and history repeats. Only one and enough of this.

I’m under 21, and I have amazing friends who never drink or do anything illegal. This weekend I had a few drinks and a couple of my friends found out about it. Now I feel like complete crap and I don’t know what to do about it.

You treated me like shit.

I was hung up on you for a while, and I’m not the type of girl to get hung up. I guess a 12 year crush will do that to somebody. Didn’t expect you to show up at that party, and now that I have this amazing boyfriend, you seemed a lot less intimidating. I felt like finally, I had power over you. Your attempts at conversing with me were comical, drunk, and childish – and for once, I didn’t turn to jelly when I saw you. Despite the fact that I will always have a thing for you, I finally know the difference between infatuation and love. I am in love, and your hold on me has finally loosened enough for me to breathe again. I hope you find who you are looking for, and I hope you don’t hurt anyone else like how you hurt me.

I will get over this…I have to.
I needed to read that. My only choice is to move on, even if I don’t want to.

I cant escape this feeling, I can only think of one way out

My dick isn’t working….. fucking heart break, drove me to onanism. Now all I have is depression and a broken wang. That’s what she left me with, nice memorys, perminate depression and impotence.

Now theres a girl that is into me after forever and my cocks broke so I can hit it off and get over my whore x girlfriend. Fucking bitch I’ll irrationally hate you forever.

I’m depressed again, and I’m afraid to reach out to the only person I know who has gone through the exact same thing. I barely knew you, but we thought on the same page. It’s so comforting to know that my honest emotions are just laughable jokes under this roof. Don’t be mad though, no you’re not allowed to do that either.