Confessions

Im not giving up love.

I can’t move any closer to you…it has to be you.

I lost myself somewhere. You helped me find her but I let her slip away again. I’m sinking and I don’t think I’m going be surface anytime soon. God help me.

This is like so many dreams I’ve had…there is something right there in front of me, something I want so badly but it escapes me every time yet I’m so close I can taste it.

I’m ready to meet the love of my life and the father of my children. Universe, please open the gates.

I’m just using you for sex. Your friends were right.

“I care about my self, not about pleasing some bitch”
This is what my boyfriend said to me when he broke up with me, yet I am crazy in love with him and feel like im dying.

You make me feel like I finally got it right. I am so close to loving you, please don’t let me fall. I am yours, forever and ever amen.

I miss you too, damnit.

I had sex in my roommate’s bed because mine was dirty. He doesn’t know, this was a month ago. I keep telling him that I did it, but he doesn’t believe me. I feel awful.

I miss you.

i like my ex more now that he’s dating my best friend

They don’t care and I’m getting tired. I have tried everything.

I miss you more than the harvest moon.

I am longing to get back to that euphoria but I am afraid of coming down and crashing back down to earth. I wish I knew someone that understood this.

I think every parent in America of young children needs a parenting class. This generation of kids are horrible, I am a teacher and they are all thugs. No aspirations or dreams, just being hood rats and wanting that as a career. God help the world!

I have almost lost all hope in humanity…we are stupid and ignorant of the world around us and we’re too focused on money and pride than unlocking our hidden talents and finding new things in this universe…I wonder if we’ll ever stop being so stupid.

I think I was born with a mean naughty gene.

I don’t exist online. Only my confessions do.

I’ve been out of work for 3 years putting out applications left and right. two weeks ago I was so happy cause I got my first call back in all that time and it was from Gamestop no less where I’ve wanted to work for years. I felt I did well on the interview and was told that they would call me back some time the next week. I waited till friday and finally called them back seeking to find out what was going on. According to them they, “decided to go in another direction.” They wanted it to sound like they had decided that they weren’t going to hire anyone but I know it was just that they didn’t want to hire me.

I’ve been trying to get into college for the past two years but apparently the colleges out here have a system where people who haven’t taken any classes yet aren’t allowed to register until very close to the beginning of the year. I wasn’t allowed to register until a week before the classes started and everything I wanted to take as well as all my secondary and tertiary choices were full. There was one class that I found out wouldn’t be starting till halfway through the semester that I felt I could tolerate if it ment that I could get higher on the list next year. I though it started on the 28. Just a few minutes ago I looked on my calander and saw that it was on the 21… FML