Confessions

Like the guy before me, I’m only a simple nice guy. I loved a you, but you changed in college, and joined a stupid sorority. I tried to go along with it, but then you had to go and get yourself drunk and make out with another guy. It was hard for me to forgive and forget that, but i was able to do it because i loved you so much. and over time i’ve tried to fix things, but you put so much time into your stupid sorority and just bullshited by saying you wanted this to work, you loved me, you wanted to be with me, and i still believed you…till the very end when i’ve always tried to to make things work out, but you just sat there doing nothing and drinking and partying all the time. and even with i finally gave up, and you said you still wanted to have me, saying we are the perfect two, just for now. and say you wanted to show me how much you wanted me, yet you did nothing, i only get calls when there is nothing else on your mind, and nothing else in you schedule….in the end, i’m going to be distanting away further and further, until the point you can’t do anything about it anymore. something i’m going to be sad about, but something i have no power over….i just hope you know wth you’ve done….

Why cant someone just love me?! all i want is for someone to love me for once in my life, to have someone i could hold and know they care. im just a nice guy and what do i get for being so nice?!?! loneliness and regret of not asking you sooner and just wanting to be with you and u go off and date some “punk” douche that thinks hes cool and has “style” well fuck style im just a plain guy that doesnt want to be labelled. i just want you for you and nothing else. fuck sex i just want YOU and only YOU!
I wish something would go my way for once.

Panda Bears creep me out.

I just traveled for a week to another country. I kissed over 20 girls and fucked 4. When I got back my girlfriend picked me up at the airport and I kissed her like nothing happened. I feel completely fine about this.

I’m failing at everything people thought I was good at. I wanna kill myself, but I’m afraid to do it. I have no direction in life, and I’ll never be able to succeed at what I’m doing. I’m going to end up what I never thought I could: Garbage.

If she really loved me she would have married somebody else. Divorced and happy.

The irony is I hate goodbyes. To say that I do not love you is a lie. At this moment I am feeling good about leaving but I know the memories will come up and there will be the pain and longing. If you weren’t so mean and selfish we could have been friends. I am just sad that we had to go our own ways like this. Life is messy I guess.

Thank you for showing me the night sky. I will miss you terribly.

You went way too far. Some boundaries shouldn’t be crossed.

Please tell your brother I really wanna do him. Mmmmm.

I’m black. Sorry but I can’t help that.

I actually glad you made me angry. I just helps more and it’s a force I’ll use to push away with might. Thanks.

I took a picture of my boyfriend “sleeping.” (he was pretending and aware of my doing.) I put it on my iPod Touch today and am actually considering sleeping with my iPod set on that picture. But the thought of doing that makes me feel like a creepy stalker. I just miss him though and wish he were here…

I used to like rock climbing for the rocks, but now I like it for the knots.

I would bet my soul that Jesus Christ would have a problem with most “Christians”

What I wouldn’t do to be young again and know everything. 🙁

I met a man who wanted to wait until marriage and for some reason he wanted to have sex with me. I did it. I feel like a devil compared to him and even though I have tried to not have feelings I DO. I can’t shake the party in me and I don’t know what to do. He is perfect.

Will he wait if I leave to figure out who I am ? better yet would my leaving break his heart or will he understand ?

You are smarter than me but my heart is bigger and my vision is much broader.

I am a guy. And I don’t like other guys for the same reason that hot girls don’t like a lot of guys. Because they are creepy, and they are weirdos. I just want to go through life without having to deal with losers