I secretly resent my boyfriend because he is unattractive. I cheated on him a month ago. I am in love with my best guy friend, not him. I can’t tell him, because he is safe and comfortable. I’m only with him because the thought of not having him to fall on terrifies me. I don’t think I’d treat the guy I’m in love with any better, anyway. I think I have a problem with long-term relationships.
