My eating disorder is back. My bf knows and my friends are worried. They analyze everything I do or eat and how much of it.. Like If i have to eat because of my friends than I’ll just eat until i get full and then when I come home I throw it all up(Remember that if you do throw up, you need to throw it all up until you see water or blood).. I try to avoid eating though. I cant stop this alone I know I need help again.
