I am a compulsive eater. I got up to about 360. It was the saddest time in my life. I have since began a strict diet and training regiment and have lost over 100 pounds. But every once in awhile old habits come back and I will consume upwards of 2000 calories in one sitting. I know when I’m doing it that it’s wrong and I’m only hurting myself in the long run, but for some reason I can’t stop. Then the guilt sets in after all the food is gone. I will eat and eat and eat until I can’t move. I get so disgusted with myself. I’m afraid I will never be able to break the plateua I am at now because of these horrible habits. Sometime I wish I were dead.
