i have in all honesty, never felt more alone in my life. granted, i have a very cool circle of friends, and i have no reason to feel as alone as i do. i’ve never had a serious girlfriend. and to be honest, ive never had a girl be truly into me. i dont know what it feels like to have a girl want nothing more than to be around me, and who cares for me. truly cares for me. im not ugly, im not horribly disfigured..im a normal guy. a really nice, cool guy; who constantly gets shitted on by girls, despite my constant efforts to build something with somebody. im tired of waiting for a serious relationship. i feel pathetic.