BABE,
youre making me straight panic. this is my first relationship, and its not even a real relationship. but being fuck buddies is the closest ive ever come to having a significant other. ive never cared so much about how someone felt about me because i know the casual sex thing is supposed to mean we dont really care about each other. after 8 months though, i cant help but love you. and likeeee um thought you felt the same way kinda. and now im embarrassed. its obvious you want this to be over. the first sign was when i texted you saying “babe.” and you didnt respond. you ALWAYS respond. and especiallllly to the word babe. if there were ever a text to not reply to it is NOT the word babe. you me and kag all know that very well. and then when my BEST FRIEND said you almost had a threesome with her and your friend, i didnt know who to be mad at or what to do or how to feel. i knew i couldnt do shit atually because we’re not dating and you can do whatever you want. i should have been pisssed at her because i think she knows how i feel about you. that was a dic kmove on both of your parts. good thing she fucking stopped it from happening or i would probably have killed myself. last night when we hooked up you were really rude. you took forever to answer me and when i got in the car you talked to me as if its been years. we fucking fucked two weeks ago! and i think you think youre too good for me, which you were until you realized it…..once you get how that works you can actually become the shit brah! the blowjob i gave you last night was the sloppiest. and it was alll youre fucking fault and for some reason i think you did that on purpose. like pushed on my head until ive gagged so many fucking times and my eyes are watering and my makeups running and snots coming out my nose cause i cant breathe and im borderline puking and my hair tie falls out and my hair gets cum in it………yeah, so how was that pleasuring for you? the blanket that hung from the ceiling to cover your bed during nights we’d fuck wasnt on the ceiling last night. you took it down because you thought you were done with me. 🙁 why in the mother fuck dont you want me anymore.? i cant eat because i feel like im not skinny enough. i thought we had such good shit going on. and i love you and i dont want it to be over. thats 8 months of fucking. we’re so conformed to each other and i feel so comfortable with you. im not a slut and im shy so itll take me so long to find that with another guy. please dont end this babe
