Hi,I am from an Indian Culture.I have been married for 2 years.In my family everybody has a professional education,but in my in laws family nobody is educated not even my husband.Its been 2 years of marriage,but still sometimes I dont get well along with husband and his family.I sometimes get so frustrated,feel like killing myself.
Both me and my husband have too many differences.Also it makes me feel that because my husband is not educated he does not understand me.He has never been supportive,always listen to his family.
Last sunday,I lost my temper and misbehaved with my-in-laws.Even though my husband was not there at the time,his brother told him everything.The very next day I had a fight with my husband.He tried to tell me that I am not in my own house,I should better understand that this is In-Laws place.I was so deeply hurt,cried a lot.I felt that m husband never tried to understand that why I behaved that way,what all am I going through.I was broken.
After 2 days,I realized that I should apologise to everybody in the family.In the evening time,I gained the courage said sorry .But I dont know,,I am still very upset.I feel as if I have lost my self respect.I am deeply hurt.
