I briefly had sex with a girl recently. I wanted to see what it was like. Briefly, meaning, I put on a condom and took a few pumps. I had to know what it was like. I kinda wish I could have gone all the way, but pregnancy scares me, plus I’m gay and I felt like I was betraying who I am by doing it. I just had to know what it was like. I wish I could have done it without the condom. I wasn’t attracted to her, per se. But it was nice to finally put my dick where it was clearly made to be put, even though my sexual attraction is directed towards men.