A couple days ago, my childhood sweetheart, and one of my best friends for most of my life contacted me. He told me that he loved me and missed me, and still wanted to be with me. And all i could say was that i had loved and waited for him for 13 years, and when he finally came around to it, things just didn’t work. wasn’t my fault or his, we broke up mutually, but now after 3 years of being with someone else i wasn’t coming back because i belonged with someone else. what i didn’t say was that even if i didn’t, i wouldn’t be able to survive my heart breaking like that again. 16 years is a long time, too long for me to be able to take a risk like that…
