i am so paranoid that this girl that i like (and thought liked me) doesn’t want anything to do with me anymore. i’m constantly worrying that she’s just trying to avoid me and i keep telling myself that i just won’t talk to her and wait for her to come to me but i always break down and try to drum up a conversation but it’s not working.

i’m also insanely jealous for her attention, and i get real depressed when i see her and one of my buddies online, and i know she’s talking to him, but not to me. i try to stay off of aim, but i’m always signing back on to see if she’s there.

the worst part about this is that it’s only been going on for like 3 days. but i still feel terrible.