When I was 15, I converted to Islam. It all seemed to make sense, and I thought that I was going down the right path- and I was. My attitude was better, I became alot more mature, and I felt like my life had purpose to it. Now, I’m becoming skeptical as to whether God exists or not. I don’t really know why I feel this way. My dilemma is not knowing whether there is an afterlife. If there is, and I die, I’m pretty much screwed considering the fact that I almost completely shunned my religion, and if there’s not, and I revert back to Islam,(or any religion, for that matter,) then I wasted alot of time not being able to life my life how I want, because of certain things being “looked down upon” or being considered a sin. My mom is on her way to visit- to lecture me about my religion again.
