I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you. I’ve heard if you dream about someone it means you were the last person they thought of before they went to sleep. I want so badly to believe that. I wake up from dreams most every night about you. Last night in my dream you told me you left her. That you couldn’t marry her. The thought of not ending up with me for the rest of your life killed you inside. I didn’t want to wake up. Is this true? Do you feel this way? I’ll never know because this is reality. You are going to marry her. I’m not the girl you’re going to spend your forever with and guess who it’s killing. Me.
To my always, love your forever.