i’m married and no children and i’m having an affair that i’ve met in internet. he lives in canada and i live here in california at first i did’nt now that he’s serous about he’s feeling with me and now i’m falling for him and i found out that he’s coming on dec. 2003 to see me. i really want to see him and find out what really my feelings to him is true when i see him but i’m so scared. pls. help…..