I’m tired of feeling like such a fat ass. I’m tired of walking into a room and feeling so self conscious I get headaches. I want a boyfriend. I want someone to love me, but that’s not going to happen while I’m so gross. I’m tired of wearing jackets to cover up my disgusting fat. I hate myself. So instead of killing myself by eating, why not do it by starving myself. At least I’ll feel good while I’m dieing….
