The only man I’ve ever really felt I could love and spend the rest of my life with, broke up with me out of the blue with no reasons given. He claimed I was “amazing”, but obviously I must not be, since he can’t even bother to keep in touch and stay friends with me. It’s been quite a while since I’ve seen or heard from him, but it hurts so badly I wish I were dead.

No. I wish he were dead.