A few months ago, I got really stoned with one of my best friends and his close friend. Him and his friend have been friends for four years. When we were high, I ended up fingering the girl.

We were together for a couple of months. Then, she broke up with me because “she had her doubts.” She went and had sex with my best friend that night. I was really jealous. Me and her had never had sex before!

Now all I can think about is the two of them together. UGH!. It’s been a month now and I can still only think about her, but she doesnt feel the same way.

I’m not sure why I put this up here, but it felt right. I havent really told anybody the true story.