I am a very shy person. I met my boyfriend through my best friend on the internet. This girls cousin, Who is my boyfriend, loves me so much. and I think I love him too. But everytime I talk to him on the phone I feel funny… My palms get sweaty and I feel all weird. I can never really have a good conversation with him. I feel guilty cause everyday I talk to him I feel he likes me less. Becaase I don’t talk much to him on the phone becuase of my shyness, and I think he gets mad at me… I am so stupid. I really wish I could tell him face to face that I love him… but I am too shy. I wish I was different, and Sometimes I even wish I could start all over again. I even wish to have him all for myself, I feel so selfish.
