I think she is going to break up with me tomorrow? But the point of being in a relationship is too fix issues when they arrive, so i hope shes thinking what i’m thinking. But that’s what worries me. If she dose want to break up is it another reason? Of course my first worry as a male is there’s another guy… tomorrow i will know, and if it ends ill hurt and then heal… if it doesn’t; will continue down the path of teenage love and hope that it benefits us both.
You really changed my thoughts on how i could feel for other people. i thought i wouldn’t feel this way for a long time after the Alia situation… but then you came along and i fucked it up. Then 6 months later you came back into my life and i grew on you. i put all of my emotional chips in your hands.
When we talk, please please please, think, listen, and don’t make any sudden actions like i did.
I guess i deserve it?
But i feel like my apologies and what i did for you made up for that.
I honestly think i love you
Yet you might be feeling the opposite.
in 24 hours ill know