I was in a lesbian relationship for 6 years.. then she started beating me up. meanwhile i fell in love with my male best friend who admitted to being in love with me 6 years ago, but i turned him down for the girl. now that i realized i should have chosen him, he is too hurt by what i did to ever be with me. now its killing me.. and he teases me just to fuck with my head. my life is totally miserable.. i have to pretend that everytime i see him im not just dying to be with him. and i suspect that he might secretly be gay. it must be karma..
