Well, I have this ex-boyfriend, whom just dumped me, and I really do love him. We went out all summer, about 4 or 5 months. We went through alot of shit together, good and bad. He up and dumps me so I rebound a few days later. Thats when I realized I really do love him. He wants to be friends and even treated me shitty for a week or two in hopes of me getting over him faster. It helped, made me not even like him as a friend, but still want to be with him. I had great chemistry with this guy. I miss it and no matter how much I lie to myself and others, I’m not over him, at all. I feel I need a guy to complete me. I dont want sex or anything physical at all. All I wanted was a relationship, a guy whom I knew was mine. He thought since I had sex before he was obligated to have it with me. I hate that. I think it may have ruined our relationship completely. It just blows and I just wish I could turn back time to make things right. He doesnt love me, said he didnt even know if he ever did, i was his first girlfriend ever so he was confused, but great. Such a great, sweet innocent guy that people claim I corrupted for the better. Is it really better?
