I know it breaks your heart, it breaks mine too.
I held your hand, I called you baby, I let you into my life and my heart for 6 years. The only thing that’s wrong is your gender, my dear. I simply cannot lie to myself or you anymore.
I’m gay.
But it’s alright. I like it. It makes things complicated but at least I have an excuse to be by myself for a while.
I love you. I always have. But I cannot be with you. It’s not true to who I am. Someday you’ll forgive me.
(i hope)