Ive been dating the same guy for a two years now, he was my first love. However there are some things I hate about being in such a serious relationship. I was always tied down and didnt have enough time for my friends. Well lately hes given me more freedom and then I meet this new guy. He is so hot and so nice, and we’ve been secretly seeing eachother. Anyways my bf and I broke up and I continued to see this new guy and we eventually had sex. I cant believe it happened but now my bf misses me and wants to be together and I cant tell him about what I did. I love both of these guys and i dont know how that is possible. Loving two guys? I cant choose between them, they are both great people and I cant bare to hurt either of them.I wish I didnt have to choose one or the other. Honestly I dont deserve either of them for lying and cheating. This is driving me crazy.
