I get a thrill out of others discomfort. Like when someone is working and is getting hassled by clients and visibly upset, its like my body converts their negativity into my positivity in such a rush, that I have to get out of the room and laugh it off. Sometimes I just laugh at them to the point of tears. I’ve been known to have what I label as “a laugh orgasm”, where I laugh so much, that for a second I cannot breathe or exhale, then it just bursts out of me. I know I shouldn’t take pleasure out of people’s pain, but I cannot help it. I’m quite happy to continue this behaviour cos it makes me feel extremely big.
