well i live with my boyfriend , but i am not in love with him. at times,i feel like i hate him. i am basically just hanging on to him because i am scared of being alone, but i know if i was to meet someone that seemed to be the one for me,i would leave him in a heartbeat.i feel bad because i am basically using him, and he doesnt know . also his mom is living with us and i cant stand her .
