Oh god where do I start. I have been with my boyfriend for almost five years. He is a great guy, thoughtful and sweet. I am pretty sure I’m love him. The problem is I don’t remember the last time we had sex and he has never told me he “I love you”!!
As a result I have cheated on him oh I think about 20 times. God I feel like such a whore and I know he would never cheat on me. I don’t know why the hell I’m still with him. The only thing I know is that I can’t live with out him. I kind of want him around as a spare time and at the same time get it on with any cute guy that comes along. The problem is the guys that I do meeet are a hell of lot younger I mean 6-8 years and they want to marry me. So not ready for that I’m only 28 so I ditch pronto. Damn why can’t my bf pay attention to me! This bites! the