I lost my virginity when I was 13. I’m 17 now and I’ve slept with over 10 guys. I feel as though I’m a slut. I crave sex and getting oral pleasure. I feel the need to sleep with as many guys as possible. I get drunk sometimes even when I don’t want to just so I can get sex or any pleasure at all. I act more drunk than I am just to get some action. I feel like a dirty whore but I can’t stop.
Now I’m falling in love with this one guy and I want to stop all of this just to be with him but that won’t happen. I just crave love and affection. I’m so retarded. I’m sorry.