i hate fat people. i feel that it is the only thing you can help about yourself.
i am not fat, but in order to not be fat… i throw up some or all of my meals. the worst part is.. is that i can do this on command… haven’t ruined my teeth and i don’t really want to give this up.
i used to work out more often, but have been so busy that i haven’t been able to do so for several months. i now throw up more based on this fact.
i am not sure if my roommates or my friends know… and somehow i don’t want them to know, but if they do I don’t really care. I feel I can do what I want as long as it only affects me.