I seem to have the curious ability to lie, and lie quite well. I have a kind of confidence and way of looking at people that means I can sell them almost anything I want them to believe. The worst thing is that I actually quite enjoy it. I enjoy the wierd sense of superiority you get. The problem is that the lying is turning into cheating and stealing. Anything to get kicks. Driving without car insurance to see if I can get away with it, stealing from my workplace (now running at several thousand), cheating on girlfriends almost non stop. I’d like to stop but its almost become second nature. I lie without thinking about it. Without it my life would be pretty empty.
