I don’t really want you to go. You really hurt me, that’s all. The pain just festers and grows because you won’t let me talk about it. Emotional hurts that have no way to heal are what kill the spirit. Because the truth was dangerous, I stuffed my thoughts and feelings for years and I lost myself completely because of it. Please don’t make me live that way again. Don’t you see I have no other options? I am stuck here. I don’t want you to go, I want you in my life, but not if every encounter hurts. Misunderstandings are not bad, its the lack of resolution time and time again that hurts so bad. I can’t keep doing this.
