Well, I’m a church boy. Ive been going to church for 6 years now, and have a lot of church friends.
The problem is, now I don’t believe in God. And I’m so wired into the church, if i ever left a big chunk of my life would disappear. And if i ever told people I didn’t believe in God any more, I would have to leave anyway.
So now I live a lie. I go to church every sunday, and even lead a youth group, pretending that i believe something that I don’t.