two years ago i met a boy online. i love him with all of my heart. there is not one day since i met him that i have not thought of him. i meditate hoping he will feel me. i masterbate hoping he will feel me. we talk for hours and hours, and i live for every little offline he leaves me. he has the most beautiful, young girlfriends and i don’t care. i only care for him to be happy. i want him to be warm and happy and loved. and i want him. with ever fiber of my being. and all i feel like i am is another stat… married woman meets taken man online… although my final feeling is, yes, i would give up forever to touch him.