I feel as if all the women in my life see me as a friend and nothing more. I am constantly giving them advice about things… constantly. I don’t mind helping my friends out, but it makes me feel used. It makes me feel like i’m good enough to talk to and be a close friend with, but that I am not good enough for anything more. I have feelings too though, and I don’t think any of them see that. I don’t think it even crosses their minds about how lonely I get, and how I just want someone to want me back. I don’t think I am ugly, but I am no model. The superficial society we live in disgusts me.
