I am in love with by best friend ( he is a guy). But i am married. I have always been attracted to him, and now that we have become so close i can’t stop thinking about him. He lives with us ( my husband and me) and i want so bad to just knock on his door when he is sleeping and see if i could lay down next to him, i just want to know what it would feel like to be in his arms, i often wish he would just come in my room when i am sleeping and just hold me.