my girlfriend’s new hair is fucking hideous. she’s being a major league bitch to me atm as well and all i want to tell her, nay, scream at her, is that she shouldn’t have dyed her hair.
i am having sincere regrets about this relationship. we’ve been dating for four years and gotten through many adversities, but i don’t think i’ve ever wanted to break up with her more than i have the past two days. i shouldn’t have given her my virginity, and i shouldn’t have started dating her. we were clearly too young, and now that i’m in college i feel like i can get any girl i want.
i find myself seeking freedom more and more, and while it sickens the part of myself that truly does love her, it eggs the other part of myself on even more, to call it quits.
she gives me next to no emotional support, is too rough with me in bed, and ignores me in favor of her friends, who she also talks shit about when they aren’t around.
i would wish for sweet death’s loving embrace before i had to even begin to try and break up with her, but it’s becoming hard to tolerate her when she can’t do the same for me. i know i’m sensitive, and i know i cry a lot, but she doesn’t need to be such a bitch 24/7. i never see her treat anyone else this way.
and her hair is still ugly. boohoo. 🙁