I always come here when I dont know what to do. I am tired of not feeling right all the time. Im sorry for what I did. I know you got so upset. I really know. But when you get upset I feel it to. Its like you just hate me so much. What can i do? I got you a present. Ive said sorry. If you dont love me , why are you saying you do? Please, just stop. Tell me if you dont.
I feel so crappy, because you hate me i think and wont say it.
You went off with everyone else, got emotionally attached to them and pushed me away completely and its helped screw my head up. All my beliefs, broken. And you dont even want to listen, you just say im to blame and youve done nothing wrong.
I know ive done wrong. Im sorry. Why cant you say sorry too? I was so alone and needed someone when you got hurt and looked to others to heal you and shut me out. I didnt do that to you. I just got confused from it all and im sorry. I cant live with this anymore. Im so unhappy about it i really am 🙁