I was always shy. This makes it difficult to connect with people. I feel out of place. So this is where I think the social anxiety comes from. I am shy but when feeling comfortable I love to talk, debate and share. But only when I am comfortable. Its difficult to balance my shyness and wanting to connect. I am trying to find a happy medium where I feel comfortable. I don’t like small talk – I feel bad but it bores me – I like to discuss interesting things – Thanks for reading my rambling.
