I’m in a pit, which I dug, but I’m afraid I don’t know how to get out of it. Everything I do seems to get me deeper into in. I’ve stopped talking to all my friends, except on facebook. I don’t call anyone. I don’t come out and talk to my family even. I’ve kind of lost hope at times. I really want to talk to my ex-boyfriend, but he’s mad at me, and doesn’t seem to want to be my friend anymore. He’s the only person in this world who I can talk to, and I miss him being around, but he seems upset and I’m too proud to talk to him. Neither of us will be the adult, and it sucks so much because I feel really alone and I need him.
