I post on group hug so I dont call you. I hope eventually I wont post here anymore either. You are depressed and watching you drown is miserable. I hate that you pushed me away. It is not just my pride. I genuinly care about you. I hate that you are no longer in my life. I wish in my heart that you will call me. I wake up and think of you every day. I pray with all my heart that i start to forget. This pain is too much sometimes.
