i cheated on you more than once… the first time was with my ex, whom i kissed several times. the second was that time you ditched me on st patricks day and i messed around with my friend bc i was angry. the month that you ignored me i even started dating someone else. the next st. pattys day i made out with a random guy at a club. i went off and on online dating sites, i went on a date with one of the guys. sent some dirty photos. now you and i haven’t seen each other for over a month and you won’t give me any closure, and i’ve kissed two different guys and been having a crazy sexting type relationship with someone i shouldnt. and the truth is, you deserve it. because of how you always treated me. every time you didnt answer your phone, every name you called me, every time you said i was an idiot, a bitch, a slut, a moron. every time you yelled at me. the time you pushed me back and i fell over the couch. you’re an asshole. i hate you. i’m just addicted to you in a sick way. i’ve wished bad things upon you. i hope you get what you deserve. it isn’t me.
