I often think about being alone and I get scared. Then I just stop caring and I realize that all I would really need is some music.

Then I think about the future, and how lonely I would be. I am such a lonely person, and I’m around people all the time.

No one makes me feel needed. I feel useless and unhappy when I’m not in a relationship

I think I’m too dependent and I wish people would leave me alone. But I’m scared to be alone. I don’t get me. I’m dumb.