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My boyfriend and I broke up. It was only for a month….during which time I slept with 3 different men, one two days before we got back together… I never told, and I never will.

A week or two after we got back together I found out I was pregnant. Since having sex with him and the other man were so close together, I don’t really know for sure….

Since I never told my boyfriend, the baby’s paternity was never questioned. I forced him to join the army so that the baby would be provided for.
We are married, and living in Germany. We have a good life, and money to spare. I can be a stay at home mom, which is what I wanted since I had the baby.

….but I can’t stop thinking about what it would have been like if I picked a different man to be the father.

My husband is Mexican, and I am white…..

hopefully he never questions why the baby looks so much more like me, than him..